A woman who was attracted to her father has revealed how they had oral sex after she discovered he also had incestuous feelings for her, which left her feeling guilty.
A 24 year old woman has revealed that she had sex with her father after meeting him for the first time when she was just 19.
Natasha Rose Chenier, who made this shocking the revelation on Jezebel News, said that her father ‘wanted to have sex with me from the first moment he laid eyes on me’.
Upon realising their feelings were mutual, she claims they had oral sex which left her with feelings of ‘self-hate and disgust’ that led to her wrenching in an en suite bathroom.
Their first sexual encounter, she writes, happened two years after the pair met.
She said: ‘We had oral sex a few times, almost always preceded by my descending into a whirlwind of self-hate and disgust and dry heaving over the toilet in the bathroom attached to his room.’
Natasha added: ‘I also had no idea what was normal in a father-daughter relationship. We held each other and I felt safe.’
She lives in Vancouver, Canada, and he lives in Jamaica so she visited him a few times while maintaining contact over the phone after tracking him down as a teenager.
When she stayed over, Natasha started sleeping in his bed, but confided in nobody and said she hoped the feelings would subside.
When she was 21, however, she made her final visit.
He put a porn channel on and she became upset. He comforted her and that was when things started happening.
They had oral sex a few times despite her attempts to resist and the feelings that it left her with.
On the final night, she locked herself in her bedroom, filled with shame, and the next day he drove her to the airport in silence.
Three years on and they haven’t seen one another and she has had therapy to help her understand it wasn’t her fault, Metro News reported.