Kelly, whose real name is Robert Kelly, was seen screaming, cursing and pleading to the camera in the sit-down with Gayle King, a host of âCBS This Morning,â parts of which aired Wednesday. At one point, Kelly grew so emotional that King stopped the interview so Kelly could regain his composure.
âHate me if you want to, love me if you want,â Mr. Kelly said. âBut just use your common sense. How stupid would it be for me, with my crazy past and what Iâve been through â oh, right now I just think I need to be a monster, hold girls against their will, chain them up in my basement, and donât let them eat, donât let them out!â
He continued, directly into the camera and growing tearful: âI didnât do this stuff! This is not me!â
âIâm fighting for my life!â he said, using an expletive.
Kelly, 52, was charged last month in Chicago with 10 counts of aggravated criminal sexual abuse involving four women, three of whom were minors at the time. His arrest came after a Lifetime documentary, âSurviving R. Kelly,â brought new attention to accusations that he had mistreated women and revived prosecutorsâ interest in his behavior.
âEverybody says something bad about me,â Kelly said, referring to the documentary. âNobody said nothing good. They was describing Lucifer. Iâm not Lucifer. Iâm a man. I make mistakes, but Iâm not a devil. And by no means am I a monster.â
He was released from jail last week after a woman describing herself as a friend of Kelly posted a $100,000 bond.
In the interview, Kelly told King that he agreed to speak because he was âtired of all of the lies.â
âIâve been hearing things and seeing things on the blogs,â he said. When King asked which lies bothered him the most, Kelly responded, âAll of them.â
King followed up by asking Kelly if he had done anything wrong, to which Kelly said: âLots of things wrong when it come to women, that I apologize. but I apologized in those relationships at the time I was in the relationships.â
According to prosecutors, one of the three underage girls was the same one who appeared in a sex tape with Kelly that resulted in a 2008 trial on child pornography charges. The girl did not testify then, and Kelly was found not guilty after his lawyers successfully argued that his identity could not be proved.
Kelly referred to his acquittal in the interview, telling King: âYou canât double jeopardy me like that. You canât. Itâs not fair.â He also said âabsolutely notâ when she asked him if he had broken any laws.
The new charges involving that girl are based on a newly obtained videotape, about two decades old, that came from someone who had once been in contact with Kelly. That person recently gave the tape to Michael Avenatti, the celebrity lawyer, who turned it over to prosecutors.
In the tape, the girl refers several times to having 14-year-old body parts and, according to Avenatti, the acts depicted in the video were different from those at the center of the 2008 case, eliminating any issue of double jeopardy.
Kelly answered some of Kingâs questions by saying that people were âgoing back to the past.â
In another portion of the interview, King mentioned that Lady Gaga recently apologized for having collaborated with Kelly on a song several years ago. Kelly responded: âSheâs a very great talent and itâs unfortunate that her intelligence go to such a short level when it comes to that.â
Some of the interview covered allegations separate from Kellyâs criminal case: that he has held women in a kind of sexual and emotional captivity, dictating their every move, including when they can go to the bathroom.
An interview King conducted with Azriel Clary, 21, and Joycelyn Savage, 23, two women who are living with Kelly and have come to court in support of him, will air on Friday. Claryâs and Savageâs families have said Kelly is holding the women in a cultlike environment, but Kellyâs lawyer has said they are with the singer of their own free will.
âI love them,â Kelly told King. âItâs like theyâre like my girlfriends. We have a relationship. Itâs real and I know guys like â Iâve known guys all my life that have five or six women, OK. So donât go there on me.â
As for their age, Kelly said, âI donât look at much younger than me. I just look at legal,â and that he was an âolder man that loves all women,â regardless of age.
CBS also aired a clip from the interview with Clary and Savage, in which Clary is visibly emotional.
âIâm crying because you guys donât know the truth,â Clary said. âYou guys believe in some facade that our parents are saying, this is all lies for money. If you canât see that, youâre ignorant, and youâre stupid,â adding several expletives.
Kelly could soon wind up back in jail; according to The Chicago Sun-Times, a court has ordered that if he does not pay his ex-wife $161,663 he owes her in child support by Wednesday morning, he may be jailed for failure to pay.
âI have been assassinated,â Kelly told King. âI have been buried alive, but Iâm alive.â
This article originally appeared in The New York Times.